rr

Recently
when its late at night,
i've been pulling you out of my memory
like an old and tattered photograph from a wallet
and while memories bombard my bed,
i hug my pillow extra tight
and imagine it to be your stomach
that were still cuddling in the back seat of your car
as as you stroke my hair back
i draw a heart around our names on the fogged window
praying that it somehow evaporates to heaven
as a please to God
to always keep us near and together
because as it stands,
right now

i still miss you

still

i want you to rock me to sleep with the waves of your cried tears
&&
ill love you back to health under the light of your sunken heart.

but dont speak words to me through a split tongue.
if you pour your heart out to me.
i swear to catch every drop.

virginity

im popping my "blog" virginity.
haha.
this is my first [unofficial] blog.

im not really writing anything of importance
just wanted to date when i actually signed up on this.

i need to think of another title then the
"splender" one i have now.

suggestions are welcomed && adored.

until next time
when i actually write a decent blog.

vika